Back to Zambia | June 10, 2010

On June 24, I will be leaving Oregon for 6 weeks.  After a few days in the Boston area, I will fly back to Zambia.  This is my third trip there and I am thrilled to be returning to a place and people I love.  If you are following this blog, I will try to post entries quite frequently.  However, internet and wifi are a bit sketchy so I will do the best I can.  I am using this format rather than emails but I can also get email so feel free to check in.  This trip I will be working in the Makenkoto School which our church helped refurbish.  I will be teaching English and assisting the teachers as I can.  Our church Go-Team will be over the end of my time there so it will be fun to overlap with them.  Your prayers are always wanted and needed:  for safe travel – (luggage all arriving is always a BIG deal!) – for my family at home – for health so I’m not a pain in the neck to anyone! – but mainly to be used by God as He sees fit.  It is such a privilege to return.  I am eternally grateful.

Out of New England | June 30, 2010

Today I leave the country to go back to a place that I love. However I also leave people and places I love here. This is the transition time – not here or there.
After a blur of a few days with family and friends, where we celebrated my aunt’s 90th birthday in New Hampshire, had a baby shower for a niece, sat in the sun at the beach and talked and shared for hours, it is time to move on.
Thank you for all of you who have faithfully kept in touch and are praying. My requests for today are making all my connections, my luggage arriving and a better sense of preparation for the teaching ahead. God knows my time and my limitations but I want to honor both him and World Vision in my work.
I should have internet through the weekend and hope to let you all know about my arrival. Blessings on you all.

Into Zambia | July 2, 2010

I am cozily settled up with a couple of pillows in my hotel room in Lusaka. Those of you who have been here before would know it as the Holiday Inn but it is now under new ownership. Too late to tell how that is working out tonight. The luxury of a bed and a place to myself seem quite rich. I had a little over 19 hours flying time – total travel time was about 24 hours but really went well. Great seats – extra leg room on the long flight from Washington to Johannsberg. I had a WV seat mate on the leg from Dakar so really enjoyed talking with him.

• My short layover in Joberg went quickly as I HAD to shop at Out of Africa, a wonderful store. Fortunately for the pocketbook, found their new children’s store too late to go into crazy grandma mode.
  I arrived in Lusaka and so did all my luggage – big praise there. Thank you for all the prayers for the journey because it couldn’t have gone better. I even slept a great deal and had a wonderful sleep last night.
  This morning, after breakfast, Miyon, from WV, picked me up and we headed out for a bit, to a place where they make the recycled plastic bags. Here, women widowed by AIDS, make a living for their families. There is also a school for the children in the compound – a great place. I will return just before I head home and do some serious shopping so place your orders now!
  I am so glad to be back here and will head out to the province on Monday. Tuesday is a holiday so will start in the classroom on Wed.
• The weather is cool, which I love. The next couple of days will be getting organized and hopefully visiting friends.
  I will try to post this. As always, in a new setting with new technology, I have a steep learning curve.

Lusaka Lite | July 3, 2010

A fairly quiet Saturday in Lusaka. As I was awakened at midnight by some weird spam phone call (and, yes, I will probably have to pay for it!) I didn’t fall back to sleep right away and then slept until 9:30! So unlike me but rather lovely and I still got breakfast so all was most well. Ran a few errands with Miyon’s husband, John. Part of which entailed trying to get the data part of my phone up and running – unsuccessful. Then the afternoon and evening on my own. It is really very nice with the busyness of the past weeks and there is not the sense I had in Ethiopia of aloneness. A few observations – I love being a minority again. Music has been an interesting background – hearing Louis Armstrong’s What a Wonderful World on the way from the airport to the hotel – help! Background music at the hotel ranging from John Denver to Lionel Ritchie, from “Summertime” to the Tijuana Brass. At dinner tonight I Lost That Lovin’ Feeling and today, in a phone shop, I heard Friends are Friends Forever which is only sentimental due to camp times with Luke. Typing on the iPad is an adventure as any sloppy holding of the fingers results in word stews which the program nicely fixes for you to the closest recognizable word and of course it is not even close to what I had in mind. Sometime I should type one of these and not make corrections! Really, though, I am dearly loving this thing. When eating meals on my own I like to read and people watch – tonight, at (took me 3 tries to get the”at”) dinner at the hotel buffet there was a multinational gathering. A probably American family with four children and the little girl looked alarmingly like me at about age 4, except she had curly hair. Jealous! Then there were the two Muslim women on one side of me and a lovely Zambian family on the other side, with 3 sons. The middle one and I developed a friendship over smiles One table over was filled with 5 Brits (must have been!) 4 women and 1 man who sat at the head. The women were probably my age or a bit older and well put together in a Queen of England sort of way. The older chap was a true pillar of the empire. The ladies chatted away while the gentleman rarely raised his eyes from his plate and never made a comment that I observed. I always want to know the story there. Well, this has certainly been long enough for tonight. I am off to church with someone from WV in the morning and then lunch and a market with Miyon and family. Lovely. Please pray that I can get some money tomorrow – that has been an issue. Oh, and a praise. I got my phone working all by my little self – really God gets the credit for the idea but I am very grateful. Love to you all, Jill

Warning – a future blog on Shantung Compound and all the questions it has raised for me about the essential nature of man and one’s motivations for acting. Mainly mine of course – you will have to read this and see what thoughts are raised for you.

Farewell Lusaka  | July 4, 2010

I just received my first room service item ever – a cup of coffee! This is a momentous occasion as I have always wanted to use room service but could never quite pull the trigger. Anyway, I just wanted to take some coffee up to my room and they sent it up. Small pleasures.
Today is July 4th here in Zambia but no celebrations. I haven’t really missed it. Yesterday seemed to be wedding day as I saw 4 different weddings being photographed. (Terrible passive voice but too lazy to change it). All that to say I celebrated vicariously.
It is also Sunday so I attended church with the WV liaison, Al and his family – a beautiful wife and two darling little girls. The church is huge – two services of several hundred each. Rather like a community church at home but two hours long. I enjoyed it as there were few expats there but it still felt quite Western. The only piece that rankled was the white American pastor. He was good but I would love to see a national up there. Can’t wait for the village services.
After church I hooked up with Miyon and her family for lunch and then some strolling around at a Sunday market – very fun. I also finally got some money so that was a huge relief. That is a not very interesting story so I won’t bother with it other than to say God
came through again, of course! Also got a few grocery items to take along with me.
I am excited about leaving the city. It almost hasn’t felt like being in a foreign city. Of course it is different than Portland but it is still very Westernized. Heavy traffic, noise, nice hotels and restaurants, cell phones everywhere, shops and grocery stores. I have felt like I am living pretty much like I do at home, except staying in a hotel.
Not a bad thing but not what I came for. I want the warmth of the village life and the smiling faces. Those do not exist here – i.e. at church this morning people did not really meet and greet. It didn’t bother me, but it was noteworthy for the contrast.
Tomorrow night – Lakeview Lodge and settling down for a few weeks and being with friends – can’t wait.
I won’t start at the school until Wednesday due to national holidays.
I am not sure what the state of internet connections will be like out there so I may be off line for a bit.
Blessings on you all and thank you for your prayers,
Jill

Back Home  | July 5, 2010

I am sitting on the porch of my lovely little hut overlooking Lake Kariba. I left Lusaka this morning and was very ready to leave. My WV driver was great and it only took about four and a half hours to get here. There are more paved roads than I remember – but still with the potholes, check points, occasional animal crossings and speed bumps. The dirt part was very familiar as the bad rains saw to that. The lake is very high – the highest ever I was told. Betty met me here (she is the ADP manager and I had met her in the States) and it was wonderful to see her and share lunch. Lakeview has a new owner and lunch was good so I think my concerns about the food were for naught. I even had some edible chicken for supper tonight! That is really great but I may not lose all the weight I’d hoped to! Never satisfied!

Obviously I have some internet connection so I am thrilled. Email is the best so actually these posts are going to Shelbi and then she is posting them for me. Thanks dear Shelbi.

It was lovely to unpack and get a bit organized. Tomorrow I will meet with dear Kingsley, one of our favorite people here, and discuss about the teaching. Betty told me that I am the first outsider to help at the school. I am deeply honored.

My living situation is wonderful – these lovely huts where I have stayed before but they have been refurbished and are very clean. No spiders or geckos or monkeys yet – Oh My! I have electricity, running water, a flush toilet with a seat, (big deal over here!) plenty of room, and even a pot where I can heat water. I used my French press and had a great cup of coffee earlier. It really seems plush to me. I think God is making concessions for my advanced years!

White Lady  | July 6, 2010

“Because the needy are oppressed, and the poor cry out in misery, I will rise up, says the Lord, And give them the help they long for.”

How do I begin today? My heart is full with joy for being here and being of use but also sorrow for the challenges these precious people face. The day started with a joyous reunion with Attie’s and my dear friend, Kingsley. He makes my heart happy. We went to the ADP office and met with some teachers and students who gave up part of their holiday to come and welcome me and share about the schools. The children were darling but very shy and quiet. They just kept watching me with their big brown eyes. The teachers talked and asked questions. It was completely embarrassing to share about the comparative luxury of American schools. One of them had 95 students last year in his English class. This year is a piece of cake – only 72. The average class size is 50+. Their supplies are very limited and space is at a premium. Now please, all my teacher friends, I am not downplaying your very real challenges, but this just brought me up short. I will be seeing it firsthand so can say more later.

I hate being treated with deference by them just because the color of my skin is white and I come from America (and have an iPad but that is another story). I am the one who is honored to get to be with them. It is such a humbling experience.

After a very good lunch – the food is totally different this time – Kingsley walked me back to my place. Near here a new lodge is going up so we stopped and the owner showed us around. She is a kick and we chuckled together over some common issues. She invited me over on Sat for a drink which I certainly hope I can do.

Kingsley stayed a bit and I made him some coffee and we shared it and some biscuits sitting on my porch seeing and listening to the lake. I loved being able to play hostess to him for a change! At first we looked over some of the materials I brought but then the conversation turned to community and keeping the values of the rural peoples while also improving their material existence. We talked about the African concept of being human which means caring for one’s fellow human beings as much as one cares for oneself. A very Christian idea. After my recent reading, it was a wonderful talk. How blessed I feel to share this with him, in this place.

Mushale kabotu (Good bye)

Celebrity  | July 7, 2010

Today started with devotions with the WV staff. It was wonderful to sing with them again and see friends -Alfred, Listy, looking very well. She had been struggling with a health issue the last time we were here. Nassar, Clifford, and dear Sharon. It was a reunion. After that rich time, I set out with Betty and Kingsley (I hope you are keeping a list of the players) for my day of official blessings. I guess everyone just shy of the president had to sign off on my being here. Who knew I was such a sketchy character? The first stop was to the provincial director, the government. Then to Chief Sinazongwe, the tribal head. (Yes really!). And finally to the Director of Education. Yes they all approved me – whew! For lunch we went to Maamba and Izuma Lodge (I am name dropping for those who have been here – At, the place where Foster wore the horns! Ask Attie for that story).

Finally we visited the school to plan my time there. It looks so much better than last time – buildings are finished and painted. There is still a long way to go but we are on the way. I found out that they want me to loosely follow their curriculum so I will be scrambling a bit but it will be fine. I observe tomorrow which will be fun. School starts at 7 so an early day. I especially want to see the 1st grade with 75 students! Unbelievable! I will report tomorrow on that!

The piece that is a little hard is being the only show in town just because I am white and “rich”. I think that sense was diluted when I was here with the group. I am quite happy to be the only white face around, but I don’t want special treatment based on that fact alone. It’s easy to think Well I could get used to that, but the problem is that I would get used to it and then follows expectation and finally entitlement. And therein lies the rub and the proverbial slippery slope. I am trusting God and my sense of humor to keep me in tow.

The weather here has been perfect – warm and a little breezy. The sky is full of bright stars tonight – constellations I have only seen twice before. This is a very special place, surrounded by the memories and ghosts of the past trips.

I have a resident gecko (named Gordon, of course) and think of Dorothy and Sheri and the first trip. I also miss the terrible trio which sang to wake the girls last time out. All good.

May the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ keep each one of you.

Makonkoto School  | July 8, 2010

The bright orange African sun peering over a low ridge lined sparsely with acacia trees was one of my first sights this morning. I left at 6:30 to arrive at the school by 7. Today was my day to observe and look around and see all the incredible progress that has been made in the past few years.                                                                                                          Let me backtrack to the 2004 trip. We visited a school then that was in terrible condition – little glass in the windows, almost no supplies, terrible latrines, concrete slabs for desks, boarding students sleeping on cold hard concrete floors with only a thin mat or blanket. I remember the headmaster pleading with us to do something. His story was heartbreaking. Then, some time ago, our church decided to help the Makonkoto School make huge improvements. This meant a borehole for clean water, refurbished or new classrooms and dorms, and new accommodations for teachers, as they live by the school. Well, I have been in space or something because I did not realize, until today, that the schools are one and the same! The headmaster and his name were familiar to me and it finally fell into place. Duh – head smack! But it also made me so happy to see the wonderful improvements. They are truly wonderful and this has all been a WV project – still ongoing. They is still much to do but just seeing the dorms with mattresses and clean floors and windows, lifted my soul.

That all said, I sat in on classes where the teachers are doing an incredible job against overwhelming odds. There are 10 teachers for 601 students. There are supposed to be 20 but the government cannot find teachers to assign when there are no decent houses for them. Decent is defined as a few small rooms, concrete floor, and tin roof. Now the new houses really look nice but that is what they have. Most cooking is done out of doors, there is no indoor plumbing, and no electricity.

I loved being in the classes. I visited each one briefly. The students all stand when one walks in and say Good morning. They are incredibly well behaved and respect their teachers. Good thing as nothing could be done with a class of 75 first graders otherwise! I stayed longer in the grades 8 and 11 classes as those will be the ones I will teach, starting on Monday. I am very excited to start but hope I don’t cry as I am so honored to be here. It rather knocks the stuffing out of me at times.

After some planning time with Kingsley (on whom I will have to do an entire post!) I headed back home and actually had a little time to sit by the tiny charming pool that is here. Rough life!

As most of you see this in the morning, here is a prayer for your day (not by me):

Most gracious God and Father, you are with me as I make my journey throughout this day. Help me to look lovingly upon all people and events that come into my life today and to walk gently upon this land. Grant this through Jesus who lives and walks among us ever present at each moment.

Amen

Kingsley  | July 9, 2010

Friday – I understand Portland is sweltering under the hot sun so I thought a weather report from Zambia might be in order. Every day has been pretty much the same – few or no clouds, a lovely breeze and a high in the mid 70s. It is quite perfect and, yes, I am trying to rub it in! My family can tell you how much I hate heat so I am truly grateful to be here! (And for many other reasons.)

Kingsley met me this morning and we walked over to the office. I had been planning on walking over on my own but Betty was having none of that! So, yes, Mom I am very safe here!

The walk is lovely – sunny and passing little homes and a grassy inlet from the lake which is home to some water lilies and crocodiles. The road is dry, rocky, and dusty. We pass a few folks and there is always a warm greeting. The day began with devotions again. I so love hearing the beautiful Zambian voices singing hymns in harmony.

Kingsley and I continued organizing my schedule for the time, which will pass quickly I know. (Boy, how different can this trip be from last summer’s?). In addition to teaching I will help judge a reading competition and have two training days for teachers. We visited two other schools also today. One is the preschool run by WV and right by the ADP office. The lucky children in this program get such a head start on their English. The classes are not large and it is a great program. I got to go over and play with them for a bit. They are so darling and we got to do the hokey-pokey so I was happy. I am trying to see how many continents I can do it on. A little less interesting goal than one of Luke’s college acquaintance who wanted to streak on every continent. The hokey-pokey is more my speed. I am up to 4 continents – not bad for an old lady from Oregon!

Then we went to the Sinazongwe School. It has all 12 grades and is better equipped than Makenkoto. The buildings aren’t any better but they have electricity so can have a few computers. They also have 26 teachers to 700 students. We got to visit a few classes. It makes me wish I was staying longer so I could work with all of them. (The sun is setting here and a heron just flew by, low over the lake).
Today was also monkey day! I had seen very few around but today they were out in force, both at the ADP and here. They are harmless and fun to watch. It is so weird to watch monkeys around and feel it is just as normal as squirrels at home.
Now the promised word about Kingsley. He has worked for WV for over 11 years and is quite wonderful. Last trip he and Attie really hit it off so he is often asking after her. He and I are working on finding her a Zambian husband. Then they can buy some lake front land here for about $400 US!

Kingsley has a wife and 7 children who are lovely. One of the younger boys made us some scones this morning. They were yummy. He is very friendly and loves everyone. A standing joke is that Kingsley has many wives so today alone I was introduced to at least a dozen women who are his “wives”. Each one claims to be his senior wife! Most other people are his sisters and brothers and all the children are his. He has a warm and open heart and a great sense of humor. It is a delight to get to work with him so closely. He is also teaching me about his tribe and some of its customs.

Life is very rich.

Thanks for all the comments. I appreciate them so much. I am passing on all the greetings from my former Zambia trip friends. You are remembered and there are pictures of all of us – going back years. It is hard for me to believe that these trips are as meaningful to the folks here as they are to us but that seems to be the case. God is good – all the time.

Love to all,
Jill

Just got an unexpected phone call from Matt! It was great. Here I am sitting by Lake Kariba and he is in Cannon Beach and it was like we were next door! And it cost him nothing – just me! Isn’t technology grand?!!

Saturday Morning, Coming Down  | July 10, 2010

Hello all,
Saturday is just ending here. It was a quieter but lovely day. After a slightly later start this morning and breakfast with the two Italian ladies who stayed here briefly, I went on a hike with Kingsley around some other parts of the lake. It was very beautiful. We passed a couple of very nice homes that are kept by Europeans as vacation places. They stand empty much of the year but, for less than $20,000 you too could have a palatial vacation abode in Zambia. Then you just pay $20 a month for a caretaker!

Later in the walk we passed an amazing garden. It was so beautiful. We stopped to visit and talk. This local man has, in the past two years, carved out this oasis of lush vegetables, fruit trees and other plants. It is all enclosed with a woven twig fence. It was so encouraging to see what someone could accomplish here.

Then we headed back to the office and worked a bit. Betty, the ADP manager to refresh your memories, invited two other ladies and me for lunch. She has a house here in the compound. It was such fun to go there and eat and chat. I felt very honored. The food was very good.
Note on that: either the food has greatly improved since last time or my palate has changed because the food has been fine or good! I think some of both is going on, but I do think the food has really improved. A huge praise!

After lunch I joined her and other women from her church for a time of sharing and worship. It was really like a Zambian church service so it was moving and meaningful, with some great singing. Some of the women shared concerns and the themes were rather universal – time, stress, husbands. One of the hardest things for me here is to see how hard the women work but how little respect and support they get from the men. Being married here is often very hard but being unmarried and poor is worse. A true rock and a hard place.

After the service I headed back to my home, driven by another Betty and accompanied by other women friends. I am enjoying the company of women here so much and am starting to think about a small party for them.

The owners of Lakeview have returned from a buying trip to SA. They are from there and have made some significant improvements here. I have had some lovely chats with Keith, the husband. We even had a glass of wine together while I ate my supper! Now that was great! He loves to talk and I enjoy listening to him talking about jobs, family, SA politics, corrupt border guards, indigenous plants, and the overfished lake.
Tomorrow is Sunday and I will go to Kingsley’s church and hear him preach. He has told me that the service is only one hour but that remains to be seen! This is Africa after all.

I would appreciate your prayers as I start teaching on Monday. Just like the beginning of a school year jitters. I am prepared, but I really have so little time with the kids and really want to add to their experience.

An apology – I am sorry that I am not responding much to individuals. I so love your comments but there is no Wi-Fi here so all of these are being typed out by my little thumbs on the tiny keys of my Blackberry. Yeah for 3G! It takes awhile. Note to self – should have gotten the iPad with 3G! Really, I am so very grateful for this communication.

May God continue to dwell in you richly.

Sunday – a Day of Rest | July 11, 2010

This is the day that the Lord has made!

I know I continue to rave about the weather here but I can’t help it. It was a gorgeous morning here – sunny with a light breeze. I rarely require a jacket or sweatshirt but have not been hot either.

I got off to an early start and actually walked myself as far as Kingsley’s house! I felt like such a big girl! We then walked to his church which is very close to the market for those of you who know this area. It is an Apostalic church which I didn’t know much about. The building is unfinished but has the walls and a roof. They have been working on it for 3 years. A little gets added at a time as there are funds. It is a lovely little building and the worship there was meaning even though it was all in Loesi and Tonga. The service is much more formal than any I have been to here and they did stay to the promised one hour! The choir was wonderful but it seems to me that all Zambians sing well. Kingsley is the priest here. There was communion but only a wafer, no juice or wine.

After the service I purchased some detergent so a dear lady at the ADP can wash a few of my things. This was not like Safeway – think a 6 X 10 area with a few shelves.

Then we walked me home and he stayed and had coffee and biscuits again. That is one of the things I am so loving best about this time – is the time to just relax and chat with someone over coffee or a meal. I am learning so much and just reveling in the fellowship.

The rest of the day I was on my own and it was lovely. (Sorry – I am running out of adjectives!). Very restful – part of me said I should go and explore but this spot is so beautiful, why move? I did a bit of cross stitch for the baby quilt for Peter and Carin’s little one, read some, sat in the sun and finalized things for tomorrow. I really do feel prepared and ready. God really did the planning because I had so little time to get things organized before I left, I really didn’t have a clear idea of all the things I had run off or brought. But it is enough and the ideas come so I am very grateful.

I am sitting here looking at the lake as I type this, smelling faintly of Eau de Jungle Juice! I am trying to be good about the bugs as I really don’t want to get sick more so that I won’t be a bother to anybody here. They have so much work and already are giving me so much time, the last thing they need is a sick pathetic American!

So far, I am in the pink and hope to stay that way.

I will have much more to report tomorrow but I am grateful for a true day of rest – capris and bare feet. If this finds you early in the day, have a blessed Sunday.

Teaching – Day One | July 12, 2010

Finally I got into a classroom to teach! The day started early with bright orange sun just coming up. We were at the school by 7. Some days the students and staff start the day grouped around the central flag pole by grade level. A choir of older students sang a couple of patriotic songs and the national anthem. There was a short Bible passage and a prayer. Yes, this is a public school. Then a few announcements and introductions – I am getting adept at the few gracious words with a bit of Tonga thrown in. Then they file off to their classes. All the children wear uniforms.

I started the day with 2 40 minute blocks with grade 8. There were over 60 students! I didn’t try to count. However, they are very well mannered and quiet. They stand when the teacher or any other adult comes into the class and give a greeting. They also stand when they recite or give an answer. It’s pretty impressive. Today was intro day at both levels as I told them about me and the family and a bit about Oregon. I had a number of pictures which they loved. Those floated around the room while I was talking. All of them know I have a grandson named Elliott and a grandaughter due in Dec. I handed out little slips of paper and asked each one to write a question for me. I will answer a few each day. I also worked some on a story with them but I realize most are having trouble understanding me. At this level, all of their classes are taught in English but by Zambians whose accent is decidedly different than mine! Tomorrow I will really slow down and write more on the board. Back to chalk!

By contrast, grade 11 is a tiny class – only 9 students today. That is lovely! Their English skills are better so we just grouped up to look at pictures and chat. I loved it. Their questions were quite thoughtful and insightful so these guys will be great – more of what I am used to. I can also learn their names and have some down already – Happens, Sasha, Luckness to give a few.

We departed shortly after those classes were over and visited 2 other schools. Kingsley is getting teachers organized for our training days in a couple of weeks. Both schools are much better supplied than Makonkoto. In fact, one has buildings somewhat reminiscent of an American grade school with interior classrooms and nice desks and boards. There were colored posters on the walls – very clean and cheery. However, there is always the problem of student/teacher ratio. At this school there are 325 students and 6 teachers!

I also saw the student tended garden where the plants are all watered bucket by bucket from the pump. They were growing beans, okra, kale and had some banana trees.

Back at the office I helped by typing up some info for the district wide reading and math competition next week Friday. I get to be one of the judges! WV is organizing all this and providing lunch and prizes. The prizes are substantial – a bike to first place! Other prizes are school uniforms and shoes. The winning schools will get sport jerseys and balls. It will be so much fun.

Back at Lakeview tonight we are without power – shades of Ethiopia. It should be on again fairly soon. I have a flashlight and candles so I am good. I had a typical British supper of bangers and mash served by candlelight! Very romantic. I’m not sure if I have mentioned but with the owner back here now, I am getting a glass of wine with dinner. It really is a treat. God is totally spoiling me.

Well, I am back to my book on the iPad which of course I can read in the dark! Yeah! Love to you all and thanks for joining me on this wonderful journey.

 

What Does the Lord Require of Me? | July 13, 2010

One of the loveliest things about this time is the lack of hurry and rush. Those of us who have been here joke about Africa time, but I am finding it addicting. I am always on time to school and pick ups and meals are on schedule. But there is a sense of relaxation to it all. To be a bit trite, it is living in the moment. Also my day with WV usually ends by midafternoon or so. The rest of the day is mine and it is so calming and rich – time to think, to plan, to write, to read, to sew or to just sit and look at the lake. I cannot overstate the huge contribution this place makes to all this peace. If I were staying somewhere else, I very much doubt I would be feeling the same. Sitting here today a fish eagle swooped into a tree between me and the lake. He is not as big as our eagles but has the white head and then some white on his chest and wings. He is still majestic and I watched him glide away and skim the water for a fish. I don’t know how to hang onto this when I return. It is probably impossible just due to the constraints of living an American life. I am forever grateful for this gift.

On to the doings of the day – it started a little later today so after dropping off a couple of staff members at a meeting, Kingsley and I stopped at a school I had not visited before. It made my heart ache. The buildings are older and in poor shape. There are 763 students and 12 teachers. There are 105 grade ones in one class. Each grade is only able to attend school for half a day because there is not enough room. The teachers are highly qualified and heroic. Each headmaster I have met has been a man of dignity and commitment. Most have been at their posts for many years against all odds. What is God calling me to do about this?

Thankfully the teaching part of the day went very well. What a blessing to interact with these great kids! Some random things from school – yesterday one of the questions I answered was to describe a US city and then the student wanted to know, “Is it like heaven?” Today, in class, I wanted to check something so pulled out the Blackberry and googled it. Here I am in a school with no electricity or plumbing, with chickens scratching about and goats bleating, and I can access the internet! Amazing! Then, during class, a girl came to the door and handed me a note. She was pleading with me to take her home with me. So hard.

Now it is the afternoon and I am sitting looking at the beautiful Lake Kariba. Occasionally a gecko or little lizard scrurries by. A monkey may check in. A little toad seems to be hibernating on one of the louvered windows on the hut. He has not moved since I first noticed him a couple of days ago! And yes, he is alive. I’ve seen his little throat moving.

I am finishing this up later – so late in the afternoon Sharon and Listy came by to talk about plans for tomorrow. It was such fun to see them here. I only have one class very early so I will go to a city near here to do a little shopping for my party. Should be fun – the first time on some paved (loosely!) roads since I arrived here.

Then the managers joined me at supper tonight and that was very enjoyable. Pasta for supper! What a treat!

Chickens in Choma | July 15, 2010

I gave us all a day off yesterday. The day was full but not so much to write about – one very early class – the wonderful devotions at the ADP – a trip to Choma, a small city here. I wanted to go and get a few groceries for my party for my friends in a few days. Some others were going in so I tagged along. It is an hour or so drive, some on paved roads which here means fewer potholes and two lanes usually. Otherwise, when one says, “Eat my dust!” it is meant literally! Also I have answered an age old question. As we are driving, it seems that each group of animals by the road sees a vehicle approaching and decides to cross. So the chicken crosses the road because she sees a car coming! Aren’t you glad to have that riddle finally solved.

I have been enjoying having supper with the lodge managers the last couple of evenings. They are very nice and thoughtful. I have liked our conversations and the food is good to very good so I am grateful. God seems to have seen to my creature comforts so generously on this trip.
Today was my fullest day at the school with a double section of each grade. They are going well, but I carry this small burden of wanting to help them in this tiny bit of time. I will be doing some teacher training in a couple of weeks and feel very inadequate. Sure, I have some stuff prepared but what good is it to a teacher trying to juggle 63 grade 8? I don’t know. Even today, in my grade 11 class, we were doing some vocabulary they had picked from some books I had given them to read. One of the words was elevator. None of them knew what it was and had certainly never been on one. The gulf between us in privilege and experience is so huge. Thankfully there is no gulf between us as people. I am reading the book, The Help, right now and am so grateful I did not grow up in a place that was rife with racial hatred. I would like to think I would have risen above it but who can say. I am eternally grateful that God has blessed me so in this! What I would have missed in life and what terrible damage could I have done. Grace, grace, God’s grace. Enough of that.

Yesterday I also got to see my dear Charity in Choma. I have missed her as she has been there under doctor’s care for a small operation she had. She is doing well but they just want to make sure all risk of infection is pretty much gone before they release her to come back here. I will be glad when I will get to see her most days.

I am now off to dinner and I must finally mention the walk at night. There is a lovely stone path that winds between the huts and the water. It leads to each hut and then the eating area. The path has Narnia like lamp posts at intervals so at night, it is just the loveliest sight. I always smile.

A final shout out to technology – yesterday Peter and Carin sent ultrasound pictures of little Emma and then today Matt and Shelbi texted me a clip of Elliott going down a slide! Isn’t that amazing?

Well, that has been the last couple of days. Happy Birthday to my sweet mom tomorrow.
Blessings on you all.

A Very Good Friday | July 16, 2010

It has been a very good Friday of a very good week. I finished my teaching for the week with my great kids and got to do something I could never do in the States – I prayed for each class before I left for the weekend. It was such a gift to get to do it – to leave these kids in the Lord’s hands very deliberately.

I did not need to be at school very early so was able to go to staff devotions which is one of my favorite things. The singing alone is worth it but then the prayer time is so honoring to God and so heartfelt. Maybe people who do not have as much materially and do not rush everywhere can be nearer to the heart of God.

As we still had a little time before leaving, we walked down to the preschool. Those children are just so darling and give hugs and call me Teacher Jill. Because of their early start, many of them have better English skills than much older students. I brought out my iPad and opened an app I have on there for Elliott. It is just touch an object and it moves and makes a sound. Well – was that ever a hit! I just laughed as they all touched it and got so excited. Such fun. Of course then we had to leave and let the poor teachers deal with them – much like when my dad would get my kids all riled up and then leave!

Even driving along the roads each morning is a treat. White people are rather a rarity so the children wave and shout “Mukuwa!” – white person. I wish I could get a picture of each of those smiling faces – so open and unaffected. However, as soon as you pull out a camera, they all flock to get into the photo!

After school, we returned to the ADP office and did some planning for next week. Then I enjoyed my late afternoon time. I am always out on the porch as long as the sun is up, loving the view and the water. Dinner was with Keith and Leanne again which is always good. I mainly listen as they have so many stories about southern Africa.

The weekend is upon me – not sure what is happening but a couple of things are in the works. I know Sunday I will attend church with Betty and am promised a much longer and livelier service than last week. It is Women’s Sunday and one of the staff told me today that I was preaching! Good laugh all around on that! I am not!

Well, day is done and gone the sun so I will pack it in for today.

This is The Day | July 18, 2010

I am in Africa! Well, duh, you are saying but sometimes it just hits me! How did a little old gal like me end up in this amazing place? Only grace comes to mind.

It has been a quiet Saturday with no particular plans – gorgeous weather – absolutely delightful. I did invite Betty over for lunch today and some good chatting time. I so enjoy her company so it was delightful. Of course having her over for lunch was such a strain – I simply tell the dear ladies in the kitchen that there will be 2 for lunch! No cooking, set up, or clean up on my part. I am being so spoiled. Someone else prepares the meals, does my wash, cleans my room, and changes the sheets regularly. It is wonderful. However, we didn’t have power most of the day – no real problem thankfully. Oh – I saw my first crocodile in Lake Kariba! Very cool – he was quite a way out but still clearly visible.

Now Sunday is almost over so a brief report on that. I had some time before I left for church this morning so I sat on my front porch and watched some young monkeys play around on the rocks in front of my hut. So cute as they hopped and scurried about.

I went to the Pentacostal church today. Quite a bit livelier and longer than last week but I appreciated it. It was Women’s Sunday so all women led the service. A number of staff attend there.

Later in the day Kingsley came over and we got the week finalized. I will still be helping at the school in the mornings and then visiting some other schools in the afternoons. It will be a good week but hard in parts as seeing some of these schools is very disheartening. This time is raising many questions for me.

After we finalized plans, Kingsley regaled me with “true” stories from Zambia – about people who can transport themselves from place to place through the air or people who can disappear into trees or people who live in villages under the water! Very funny.

Have a good week all.

Monday, Tuesday | July 20, 2010

Monday and back to what is my routine now. An early start to the day as I needed to be at school by seven. The sun was just clearing the horizon as we drove off – an incredible orange/red sun, fairly burning up the sky.

There was the parade again this morning – the gathering around the flagpole. Again they were exhorted to keep the word of the Lord in their hearts. Sigh. . .

I am assisting the regular teacher, this week, in reviewing with the students for their exams next week. With grade 8 that involved some reading and comprehension with a small group of students. There is such a need for that kind of thing as many of them still have such poor English skills.

Grade 11 dealt with relative clauses! Doesn’t that sound like fun? The teacher explained the idea and then just turned to me to take over! Fortunately there was a text to work from and the kids did great and I think it was as painless as possible! I really love this little class as I have gotten to know the kids and their names. They are so responsive and such great kids. One of the biggest blessings here.

The rest of the day was spent back here at the lodge as Kingsley was not feeling well and Betty has malaria. It is highly treatable but it takes a little time for the drugs to kick in so she is a bit puny.

I am feeling a bit strange about all my down time. Overall it is enjoyable as I am at this beautiful place but wish I could do more. However I cannot disrupt other subjects being taught or expect the WV staff to truck me around more than they already do. And candidly, in many situations, especially with the younger children, I am a big distraction simply because I am white. A very weird sensation.

Tonight I had dinner with two folks out from Lusaka for meetings. They work for an NGO which places volunteers in positions throughout the country. Being a volunteer myself, it was very interesting to talk with them. They are only here for the night so it was a nice if brief encounter. That kind of meeting is one of the fun things about traveling – these chance meetings with such interesting people. But I am beginning to believe that most people are interesting given half a chance.

Tuesday has been a bit of a repeat but I didn’t have to be at the school quite so early. I had a new driver and he is fine but I miss Asin. I will see him again but not every day. Again I was just handed the classes but today I was prepared for it and will be for the rest of the week. Actually, it is working out well as I have more student time. This afternoon has been mainly hanging out at the ADP office. I would like to do more work but everyone waits on me and won’t let me do much.
A report on the travels – as we drive along the landscape it is quite dry and dusty but with scattered trees, scrub and the ubiquitous baobob trees. There are occasional little clusters of huts, usually with mud brick walls and thatched roofs. Functional but no where near as charming as my hut. Frequently a few women are clustered around a small fire cooking or washing clothes by hand in a small tub. Small children run around and always wave when we pass. Small gatherings of goats tumble everywhere interspersed by the crazy and suicidal chickens. An occasional cow or two ambles along the road and they clearly have no intention of yielding the road to anyone! We creep meekly by. The most interesting are the people walking along the road. Children who walk long distances to and from school everyday. An occasional person on a bicycle. Mothers with babies tied on their backs heading often to the little clinic to get injections for the children. The most fascinating are the ones balancing a huge bag of mealie meal or a 5 gallon jerry can of water or bags of charcoal on their heads. My favorite was a woman with a baby on board and she was balancing (and when I say that I mean NO HANDS!) several limbs of a tree! I have no idea how that worked! Very impressive but also a bit sad as well because the women work so hard here and with such incredibly limited resources. At least the long march to dirty water holes is now over in this district. Thanks be to God.
Now the day is almost done and I will send this off.

Thank you again to those who check in some but I really appreciate those of you who have taken an interest in this blog

Of Teaching and Tea Parties | July 22, 2010

Wednesday – This was an early morning as I just had my dear grade 11 at 7 o’clock. I did not sleep particularly well last night which is unusual for me thankfully and I mention it only because I am a bit tired and therefore more emotional. Riding to the school this morning was hard. I kept looking at the landscape but especially the children heading to school and found it difficult to know I won’t be seeing this much longer. I am caught between two worlds. I want to come home and be with all my dear ones but this is home too and I can’t have them both at the same time.

After teaching I returned to the office. A passing pastor came and greeted me enthusiastically, as if we had met before. I didn’t recall it but know I have forgotten some people I have met on previous trips. After a brief chat, he asked if he could pray for me. Of course! Well, what a prayer! It brought tears as he prayed for blessing and strength and much more. When he was done, I felt like we had approached the very throne of God! After he left, Kingsley told me I had been mistaken for LuAnn! Brought me back to earth but I still felt blessed. I will share it with her when she arrives on Saturday.

Late in the morning we headed out to Siazwela School. This was a school that until very recently was holding classes under a large tree! Now there is one two room classroom building, a teacher’s house, and a borehole. Another classroom building is under construction and they were doing the floor. It was such fun as they were many villagers there taking part or just hanging there and being enthusiastic – mainly the women and children. It pleased me to see the men working hard! There is still a long way to go – one group was meeting under a small thatched roof with a propped chalkboard. There are 273 students with 5 trained teachers and 3 assistants. Much improved over last year’s single teacher! It was a happy place to be and I continue to meet more of Kingsley’s Tonga “wives!”

I returned a bit early and got a nap in for which I was grateful.

Dinners with Keith and LeeAnn will be over soon and I will miss them. They have become friends. I wish I had brought over another suitcase full of gifts because there are so many people I want to thank and honor.

We had pizza last night! It was terrific. One of them had these yummy mushrooms that are growing nearby on a fallen boabob. Yes, they have been checked and are quite safe. Such a treat and we sat drinking our wine, listening to the lapping of the lake and talking until 9. Good fellowship indeed.

Thursday – had a lovely sleep and nice dreams. One included Elliott running up to me and giving me hugs and kisses! I woke with a smile on my face.

Today was my last day at Makonkoto as a teacher. I will visit next week with the Lake Grove group but this ends my formal time. Luckily I had 2 sections of each class so had some good time. We covered some review materials but near the end of class for grade 8, I asked them to sing and dance for me. Oh my goodness – it was so wonderful!!! I taped it and will try to post it when I get home. With 67 students in the room, there wasn’t too much room to dance but they moved and clapped. One of my happiest memories here.

I also enjoyed the time with grade 11. It is harder to say goodbye to them as I have gotten to know them as individuals. I especially enjoy a couple of them.

Although it is hard to leave the students themselves, I admit to being a bit relieved that the teaching is done. I felt such a responsibility to do well. In the US, if I screw up it just reflects badly on me. But here, I would feel that I had really let down the side – World Vision, Americans and even white people! It’s rather silly, I know, but there it is.

This afternoon I finally had my tea party for the women I have worked with. There were 7 of us. It was rather unlike a tea party at home as I had to make do with what I could buy at the grocery last week. But we had peach tea, cold, and cheese and crackers, orange sections, chips, cookies and candy. LeeAnn had also so generously made a delicious apple cake. The staff set up a table for us so it was nicer than I had even hoped. The people here at the lodge have just been so kind to me! As the time started the women all seemed a bit shy but things warmed up and I think they enjoyed it. One of them prayed for me at the close, such a blessing, and this time I knew it was for me! Charity was also here so I was so happy about that. She just returned last evening. I do hope I can have some time with her tomorrow before things get very busy here. Tomorrow is the reading and math competition. I am really looking forward to it.

It is starting to feel like things are drawing to a close even though I still have two weeks here. I will certainly make the most of it.
Love to all,
Jill

The Americans Cometh | July 25, 2010

It was an African time day – also it was the reading and math competition. Obviously there is a connection there! Student representatives from 5 area schools gathered at one of them.

My day started with a walk to the ADP offices and devotion time with the staff. I love those times – the singing and prayers are so meaningful to me.

Afterwards we headed over to Sinazongwe school. The level of excitement was very high. The competition was scheduled to run from 10 until 12:30. Well, first the teachers had to meet and discuss the procedures and rules. That took an hour. The competition finally started at 11. There were 3 English parts – spelling, dictation and reading. My job was to assist the 3 judges, check papers and tally scores. The math part pitted 2 students from each school against the others. They solved problems as a pair and won points for correct answers. That finished at 2:30. Then the prizes were handed out and that was great fun. The first place student won a bike so it was a big deal! Kingsley’s son, Tabo, won one so that was great. I’m not sure who was more pleased, father or son. There were other nice prizes and the schools also got athletic prizes for the overall scores. The students and teachers had been promised lunch at the ADP office and all needed transport! It took 2 trips with an expanded cab truck. Children were sardined in the back but no one fell out!

It was a long day. The competition certainly showed the differences in the schools and the work of the teachers and headmaster. The host school has the best facilities and most supplies as well as the best student/teacher ratio. They did the worst. The school that is the most overcrowded did the best! Interesting observations there!

Kingsley had invited me to dinner at his house so we walked over there after the dust had finally settled. It was very sweet of them and they had made foods I like such as potatoes. His wife, Alice, is a dear – very quiet and reserved. We ate in their small living room and the TV was on. Kingsley likes this station that mainly features a Nigerian faith healer – the usual slaying by the Spirit, the trembling etc. But the disturbing part for me is this belief that if one just has enough faith he will absolutely be healed or made prosperous or whatever. I’m not sure where that leaves Paul and me but it was the only a bump in an otherwise very nice and generous evening. It was after 8:30 when I finally returned to my little hut. A little down time and off to bed.

I am beginning to feel that my edges are blurring – that I am walking around in this perpetual aura of dust! And I do shower every day! Today I particularly felt it as I walked so much – no sidewalks here. Just packed dirt or ankle deep sand/dust. It’s a little disconcerting to rub lotion on my neck and bring away little cruddies!

Saturday dawned sunny and clear, with a breeze. What else is new here? I had a leisurely morning and am omelet breakfast so got the day started well. Then Kingsley and I walked a good distance to a place where there used to be a training center for fishermen. There are a great number of buildings, some now homes, some used for a school, some for a church. There is even a guest house. A number of the buildings are very run down as the former government really did very little for the country. That is changing now and things are improving. It is a beautiful location, right on the water.

After we came back, Kingsley and Alice came over for lunch. It was my turn to treat them. Alice looked so lovely in a traditional dress and head wrap. I loved it. It was been such a treat to have people over here and entertain them for a change. Keith and LeeAnn have been so incredibly gracious and kind in making all this happen. Another gift from my good God.

After they left I did some serious rearranging in the hut because, as of tonight, there will be 4 of us in there. LeeAnn suggested I take myself and all my stuff to the upper loft so I would have room for it all and leave the main floor completely free for the others. Brilliant idea so I have been taking it all up.

An update – the Lake Grove group was due in today at 4 or so. Then it changed to 7 because of a longer stop. Next we heard that they had had a mechanical breakdown and wouldn’t make until 9:30. The final word – they are spending the night about 2 hours away and hope to arrive for breakfast. Very frustrating for them I am sure.

Anyway, here at the ranch, Keith and LeeAnn and I finally had dinner at 9 after a lovely evening of chatting.

Praying for travel mercies tomorrow.

Of Groups and Gardens | July 26, 2010

The group arrived about 8 this morning. It is good to see them and they were quite happy to finally make it after the problems of yesterday. It is a little bittersweet for me as my quiet times and my times with individual staff are really at an end but it will be worthwhile to share with them as well.

After a cheery breakfast we headed to church – the same one I attended last week. Very lively but also worshipful. We were REALLY preached at one time – between his enthusiastic preaching and the almost simultaneous translation, it was a bit overwhelming! Then we heard from two more men but for less time and with less intensity! It really was a good morning. Just before heading back for lunch, one of the men who had preached pulled me aside. He is also a teacher at one of the schools I have visited. He wanted to know why I had come to Zambia – what led me here. It was an overwhelming question for me because how do I adequately express my enormous gratitude for this time – for the chance to serve – for the blessings that God continues to lavish on me without sounding like some pious goodie-two-shoes. I guess I conveyed the right message as our brief conversation was very good.

Lunch was great, of course, with the highlight being some fresh baked rolls! They were terrific and a first for me in Zambia.

This afternoon was some time to rest and a time of organizing the bags for all of the sponsored children who will be visited.

Keith and LeeAnn continue to be the most gracious of hosts, even having a sort of Happy Hour for us with drinks – such spoiling.

After supper people were ready to head to bed.

This morning we got off to an early start. Breakfast – devotions – and off to the village the church is currently partnering with. This primarily is an irrigation/gardening project. We visited several gardens that have been hacked out of the wilderness. All the owners were women and they had cleared the land, dug irrigating canals, planted seeds, initially watered bucket by bucket, weeded and tied up the tomato plants! They also keep watch or find someone to keep watch at night to keep out the monkeys. I feel like a lazy bum around them. The gardens are really things of beauty. Then we went into the village for the official welcome. We had been greeted with songs and waving palm branches. We were presented with small bouquets of bouganvilla and there were strings decorated with flowers and wrapped with toilet paper! More amazing music and a few short introductions. Back for lunch at the ADP and then off for a few sponsorship visits. Those are always very dear. The iPad also was broken out to entertain the masses and it worked its magic.

Back at Lake View we cleaned up and then gathered around the little pool and popped our toes in and had a drink. So nice.
It’s been a much busier day than I have been used to. The experience as an individual here versus as a member of a group is so very different. Both have their good points but I am feeling a bit of regret that my teaching/Kingsley days are over.

I still hope to do a training day later in the week but it is examination week in the schools so teachers are reluctant to be gone. We shall see.
I am starting to think about home – there will be many more great experiences but the main work is done.

Blogging on a Wednesday | July 28, 2010

The day started out with the yummiest corn fritters – lovely!

After breakfast we headed out to a school I had visited last week – the one that had not existed last year. We were greeted by singing and dancing again. It was fun to watch the folks who had been there last year when there was nothing and now there are some buildings and it is so changed. Very fun – I got pulled into a little dancing which I am sure was ugly but great fun! (I danced yesterday too!) We then visited some sponsored children, which is always a pleasure.

After lunch at the office, we again went out to visit some AIDS patients who live at home and are tended by a community health care worker. It seemed a bit intrusive to me but the WV staff assured me that the visits are very honoring to the people as there is still a tiny bit of a stigma attached to it here.

The first woman we visited was the hardest as she is really sick, even with the drugs. She also has cancer in one eye which was covered but obviously quite swollen. Her house was destroyed in the terrific rains they got earlier this year and she is living in a cobbled together hut with her youngest son and two grandsons. The village will build her a new hut but it hasn’t started yet. he told us her story which was hard to hear. Her husband is gone, too, which is so often the case here. We shared with her some and were able to pray with her. The stuff of heartbreak. The other two visits were to younger women whose situation is much more positive and hopeful. One of them had the sweetest 6 month old baby girl. Newborns can be given a treatment which can prevent AIDS so she should be fine.

Wednesday was a very full but wonderful day. We started with a final visit to the village partnership. A time of sharing and exchanges of mutual appreciation. I really liked seeing this new work and the people are so motivated and hard working. However my heart is with Siabaswi as that is my village. We then headed over to my school – a visit for the group but farewells for me. I got to introduce the group to my classes which I loved. It was hard to say goodbye, especially to my sweet grade 11.

While there, we went to the site of new construction and the teachers in the group got to lay a brick! Very fun. The workman probably redid them after we left but we got a kick out of it!

We then headed out to Siabaswi and numerous sponsorship visits. As it is a long drive, we stopped along the way for a picnic lunch. Please don’t imagine an American rest stop but a dusty turnoff with a single twig table on which the food was placed. Then we took our boxed lunches of chicken, fries and salad and dug in with our fingers being the only eating utensils. Great lunch. Among the group who so kindly brought our lunch was Asin, the man who had driven me the first two weeks. He is a very good person so I was delighted to see him again. He made me something to take home but I don’t want to say what it is as it is a surprise for a very young special someone!

Finally we arrived at the village and there was my child, Bevice! What a joy to see him! We have sponsored him for 7 years and have seen him twice before so we have a long relationship. He is 12 now and looks so good. Charity and I did the official visit to his home, which looked very good, and also got to see his very dear mother. She is terrific and hardworking, raising her family alone – another widow. Bevice stayed with me as we did the village visit and talked with the headmen and pastors. He wants to be a pastor so I pray that happens. The time ended way too quickly but had been such a gift. This is the village where there is a borehole in Paul’s memory so this is a sweet place for me.

We did not arrive back until 8 but then enjoyed a terrific barbeque supper of sausage, ribs, chicken and corn. There were also rolls again, which is always noteworthy for a bread fiend like me. It was the first clear night the group had seen and it was memorable. The moon rose bright orange over the lake! It became white as it climbed higher in the sky and left its long ghostly trail across the rippled water. (That’s my eloquent sentence for this post!)

Thursday I will do my training time with some teachers while the group does some more visits.

We leave here on Saturday for Livingstone.

One of the dear staff ladies here always greets me with And how is the lady today? I just love that so on that cheery note, I will say goodbye. Blessings

Too Many Goodbyes | July 29, 2010

“He is able more than able to handle anything that comes my way. He is able more than able to accomplish what concerns me today. He is able more than able to make me what he wants me to be.”

This song was playing in the van this afternoon after we had left Syamyala Basic School. It is the very overcrowded school I had previously visited one morning. I wanted to come back in the afternoon to see the primary grades – classes up to 101 in grades 1 – 4. There are 5 classrooms in poor condition. A latrine construction project is underway but not yet completed as there are currently NO latrines at the school! And this is the school that won the reading competition! I am in awe of the teachers – they do their planning and grading under a tree in good weather and on the very narrow porches in front of the classrooms in foul. Is God able to address all of this? Of course He is but I think it is us who are called to be that means of accomplishment. Now please do not think I am trying to lay guilt upon you, my faithful readers. I would put “me” rather than “us” but it seemed a little arrogant. God will call those He wishes to use here. Your call may be in some very different arena but (a little editorializing here!) I think all believers have a call to help in some field or other – time, resources, money. Whatever. OK – enough preaching!

The morning today was my training teachers time. We had cut the time down as we thought our numbers were going to be very small due to the exam week schedule. We had originally invited 20 but 13 actually showed up so I was very pleased. I had pretty much put my unease about addressing teachers with all these problems, to rest. I am here to only do what I can.

We started with just listening to their concerns and needs. Many of them centered around lack of supplies and books (many were lost in the spring floods here – another story) and of course overcrowding. Then I had some materials for them which we went over and them did some exercises I hope they can use in the classroom. The tiniest surface scratch but I think it was worthwhile. Some of the teachers had walked a great distance to come and a number of them had never seen Lake Kariba so a visit was in order. We broke a little early to walk over but just as we were preparing to leave, the bus returned with some of the team. So we were able to drive them over! What a gift. It was fun to watch their excitement at the sight which I have sat and watched for hours. We all returned to the office for lunch and then Kingsley and I headed out to the school.

Upon our return, we got together with the staff for our farewells. It was, for me, an emotional time of mutual appreciation and encouragement. Gifts were exchanged and some tears shed. It was a precious time. I did not have to say a final goodbye to my closest friends here so that helped but there many others that are dear who I will not see again. I am certainly looking forward to seeing all of you at home but the leaving is rather wrenching.

Luckily the day ended with another great dinner and good conversation and the promise of an easy day tomorrow. No alarms will be set so that already starts the day well!

Volunteer to Tourist | July 31, 2010

Friday was my first tourist day – a bit strange but the day was great. The day started with a lie in so that was delightful. A leisurely breakfast and then started organizing and packing. The group had planned to go out onto the lake in Keith’s boat but the winds had come up and the water was very choppy. Waiting it out seemed like the best idea so a few of us went into the village of Sinazongwe to visit the clinic and a couple of shops. The clinic has a mother and child building for pregnancy and delivery as well as free inoculations and check ups for little ones up to 5. The place was full of mothers and babies waiting patiently for their appointments. Another building we saw was new and funded by Hoops for Hope. This clinic is used primarily for HIV-AIDS testing and counseling.

Next we quickly checked out a couple of little shops and I got to see Alice, Kingsley’s wife and her beauty shop or saloon as it is spelled! We returned to the lodge for a great cold lunch and then I even had time for a rest.

As the wind had died down, we headed out on the boat. It was terrific. We headed over to an island to see another lodge that Keith and LeeAnn are developing and maybe to see some wildlife. However, as dusk was approaching, we didn’t see much – some kudo but they pretty much blended in with the rocks. It didn’t matter much though as the ride was glorious and on the return we watched the sun go down over the water. A terrific first day of being a tourist. We had our final dinner with grateful acknowledgment of Keith and LeeAnn.
Saturday I bid my final farewells to my lovely little hut, the incredibly beautiful lake and my friends there as we all headed out to Livingstone. We stopped first at this huge harvest and thanksgiving celebration and got to see the little huts set up and some dancers. It is a very big deal here so I was glad we got to stop. It was a travel day with a nice break for lunch. I have gotten where I can even sleep on these roads so that helped pass the time. We arrived in Livingstone at 4:30 so had plenty of time to relax. I took a bath! The lodge here is lovely and feels like luxury. I soaked off a few days’ worth of dirt from my feet and just savored having all the hot water I wanted! The tub was huge so I could totally stretch out – a little bit of heaven.

We convened for drinks and then a nice dinner – although we have been pretty spoiled by Keith.

Tomorrow is my last Sunday in Zambia. There will be church, Victoria Falls, and a dinner cruise on the Zambezi – just your typical Sunday.

Life is rich and God is so good.

Victoria Falls and More! | August 2, 2010

Well, the past two days have been loaded with activities – certainly felt like a tourist some but have enjoyed it very much overall.

Sunday saw us first at the David Livingstone Memorial Presbyterian Church. We arrived late and left early due to schedule but were still there for two and a half hours. Do not think American Presbyterian! The Zambia worship style is applied most places which means great music and dynamic and extended preaching. The message was very good and thoughtful, if loud!

We had lunch at a nice little place on the way to the falls. It also had a great little shop so I started my day of very successful shopping there. One of the pics is of this little metal elephant I bought for the garden – love it.

Then we were off to the falls. It was a gorgeous day and the falls were as spectacular as before. I chose not to get soaked this year so didn’t go in quite as far. However, I got to sit on a rock and stick my feet in the river so that was terrific! I could have sat there for hours.

Then I headed back for some more power shopping at the vendors, who specialize in hassling you and at The Shop That Thunders. The falls are called The Smoke That Thunders, hence . . . Attie, you would be proud. My bargaining skills have greatly improved. I often got things for half the originally quoted price so they only made a good profit instead of a great one. Of course to listen to the vendors, I was stealing food out of their children’s mouths!

After the falls we were to head to our dinner cruise. Along the way we saw the traffic stopped and there was a small herd of elephants down in a ravine. What a wonderful sight! We stayed for a few minutes to watch and then headed off to the David Livingstone Hotel where we were to catch our boat. Well – we had goofed on the time and had missed it! Luckily we were able to switch to the next night so here we were at this unbelievably beautiful hotel on a gorgeous afternoon so we took a table down by the river and got coffee. We must have spent two hours there in utter contentment. It was so beautiful and restful. However I think David Livingstone might have something to say about such a luxurious hotel being named after him!

We then headed back to town and had a leisurely dinner at a nice restaurant. Getting served here is definitely done on African time. Waiting for close to an hour for one’s food is not unusual.

Following dinner, we met in one of our chalets and had a valuable debriefing time.

Today saw most of us off on a drive through safari – very short. Yes, At, it was the same one! However, unlike three years ago we set off at a decent hour and did not freeze to death! And also unlike last time we saw animals! At first it was the impalas and a few monkeys, the entire extent of our viewing before. But then we came upon zebras and then a giraffe, which was what I was really hoping to see. It made my day! Time for the happy dance. And on top of all of that there were wildebeast, warthogs, who are so ugly that they are cute, and finally a short walk back to see some white rhinos! My cup overflowed. What a treat.

Lunch was at the lodge and a quick time for some shopping followed. Then we all gathered promptly so as not to miss our cruise again! The bus we took out was shared with a church group from Devon England here on a mission trip. Delightful people. Then we boarded this lovely three level boat and set out on the Zambezi. Drinks and some lovely appetizers were included so we lounged at this tables in comfy chairs watching for wildlife and later watching the sunset over the river. There was a very diverse group on board so it was fun to chat them up. One Zambian man had been ambassador to Japan where he had met his traveling companions, an American married to an Austrian! I love these kinds of connections.

As I stood at the rail, with my glass of wine and a yummy appetizer watching a hippo, I again was struck by what an absolutely incredible and blessed life I lead. Why God chose this for me I will never know but I am forever grateful and pray I never take this rich life for granted.

Upon our return it was packing time again. The group leaves at midday tomorrow and then LuAnn and I take our group bus back to Lusaka. It will be a long day but we will have the bus to ourselves and can spread out and talk to our heart’s content.

I head home on Friday, arriving Saturday. It will be good to be home but I will so miss Zambia.

Whoa!! Civilization | August 4, 2010

Back in Lusaka – LuAnn and I left Livingston a bit after 11, after dropping off the rest of the team at the airport. We had spent the morning on some quick shopping and a fly through of the David Livingstone Museum. I really enjoyed seeing some artifacts from his time here pand briefly read a couple of his letters. Quick but good.

The bus ride was rather long but fine. It felt a bit strange for just the two of us to quite literally rattle around in the bus. We stopped for lunch and arrived in Lusaka at 7:30. As we had pretty much talked the entire way, the time had passed. We are staying at the same hotel I was at at the beginning of my trip. I had enjoyed it then but was also fresh from the US. As I have traveled in the past, I really thought I was rather inured to much reentry culture shock. However, we pulled up right to the front door of the hotel and climbed out into bright lights, a major hotel lobby, numerous people and there was almost a physical step back. It was good to just get checked in and up to bed.

Today dawned beautifully sunny and pleasant – the theme of this trip. LuAnn and I had a leisurely breakfast at the lovely buffet and then headed out to town for a few errands. I needed bit more money and there is only one type of ATM which will accept my Mastercard debit. Luckily I knew where it was. Then we went to this wonderful nonprofit which makes those terrific plastic bag purses and I had a ball picking out some. My luggage will be bulging! It was also good to be there as it is in a poorer area and the women who work there are more my kind of people. Little children were happy to see us and shake hands, people smiled – it was great.

People began arriving for this next trip that LuAnn is taking out – a water team so we went off to the airport to pick up the first four. They are all good friends so it was fun to see them. Back to the hotel and got them checked in. Three of us then headed over to the IJM office to talk with the woman in charge. The office is only two blocks from here so we walked over. It was a great visit. Pamela is an amazing woman and a lawyer. We talked about the projects they are involved in and were introduced to the staff. It was an especially heart warming visit for me as I have visited their office twice before. On our first trip in 2004 the office had just opened 3 months before and had two staff members and a summer intern. Now it is in a much larger space and has 26 staff and small locations around the country. They are making such a difference for the poor and abused who need someone to fight for them and this has all happened in just 6 short years! It is amazing. God’s hand is really on this organization.

On our return I sat outside and got some coffee and a snack as I hadn’t had lunch. A couple of the group joined me and it was lovely. At 6 we all headed out to the complimentary Happy Hour. What a delight that was! Some drinks and these lovely appetizers and two amazing guitar players. It was an international gathering. We were given name tags upon our arrival with the flag of each person’s respective country on it. I chatted with a white Kenyan lady and had this incredible talk with a French couple who have been cycling around the world for almost 2 years!!!! They have taken a few short breaks to return home but have mainly been on the road. Right now they are cycling from the Cape to Kilimanjaro, which of course they will climb when they get there. Such are the experiences of traveling.

After a very light supper, off to bed. Tomorrow is my last full day in Africa. I am pretty much ready to come home for I am on sensory overload after the last few days. However, this trip has had a huge impact on me so that always involves time, thought and prayer. I will see many of you very soon.

Your correspondent from Lusaka

The Journey Home | August 7, 2010

Well, faithful readers – I am sitting at the Lusaka Airport ready to depart soon for home via Nairobi and Amsterdam. It has been an incredible trip and I know another mark has been made on my heart.

The last full day was packing, visiting with my friends who are here for the next trip and having a wonderful dinner with the new team and some Zambian friends.

The people waiting for this flight are a real mix – African, Asian, Indian, Middle Eastern and a smattering of us white people. Saris, burkas, chitenge, business suits – very fun to watch and be a part of. The universal pushy businessmen are omnipresent, shoving through the security lines and getting to the front of any other line that is queuing.

We will be late out of here but I have a longish layover in Nairobi so no worries.

Nairobi – landed at 5:15 pm and depart at 10:20, supposedly, so I am hanging out a bit. It is rather grungy and crowded here, dim lights and all. Just finished a little chicken pie – dry but tasty. The West African man ahead of me in the food queue was accompanying 5 shrouded women and several children. Some speculation there!

After I landed, I had to go to the transfer desk to get a boarding pass for the next leg. It took over a half hour with just a few people ahead of me. I asked about an exit row seat and was told to return at 7 to check. After some coffee, I sauntered back and the queue was way down the hall! I can’t imagine how long those folks will wait. I will happily content myself with my aisle seat! God continues to spoil me – I am so grateful.
Amsterdam – finally, the last leg. The airport here is lovely, clean, and spacious. I am actually sitting in a recliner type seat where I can stretch my cramped up legs. Yeah for that!

Summary of the “day” in a format you will recognize.
Twelve duty free shops
Eleven pushy people
Ten wailing babies
Nine sighs of impatience
Eight security checks
Seven harried mothers
Six slowly moving queues
Five cups of coffee
Four inches my seatmate encroached
Three flights
Two movies
And one ride to the airport

Now I am sitting on the upper level having coffee, looking down at the main level. A group of statuesque beauties all dressed in airline blue just marched past on their way to a flight. Looked just like a scene from Catch Me If You Can!
Taking off soon so see you in Portland!

Home? | August 14, 2010

I have been home for a week now – good on many levels. A joyful 50th birthday celebration for a dear friend just hours after I got home, delightful Elliott time, family time, some coffee breaks with people dear to me, starting to whip the garden back into shape. All meaningful things – but there is that other life and other place where life is simpler, more basic, and people have time because relationships are paramount. I don’t want to get sucked back into an American life where my priorities for the day are working out, sitting in the sun, eating some good food, drinking some good coffee and attempting to look good at my advanced age! None of these things are bad in themselves but there is so much more. I want to live a heroic life filled with purpose and being God’s with every breath.
There are so very many distractions from that goal – many of them good things but are they God’s things? I want to be uncomfortable and always know that while I am thoroughly enjoying fellowship with dear ones, much of the world is hungry and hurting. I want to be ever grateful for my incredible life and ever mindful of the
responsibility I have before God to be of use. What that will look like, I don’t know. Much prayer and thought need to go into it.

Some of you may have seen the following but I want to include it. It helps me keep perspective.
If we could shrink the world’s population to a village of precisely 100 people, with all the existing human ratios remaining the same, it would look something like the following: There would be 57 Asians; 21 Europeans; 14 from the Western hemisphere, both north and south; 8 Africans. 52 would be female; 48 would be male. 70 would be non-white; 30 would be white. 70 would be non-Christian; 30 would be Christian. 6 people would possess 59% of the entire world’s wealth, and all 6 would be from the United States. 80 would live in substandard housing; 70 would be unable to read; 50 would suffer from malnutrition; 1 would be near death; 1 would be near birth; 1 would have a college education; 1 would own a computer.

And what does the Lord require of me? To act justly, to love mercy, and to walk humbly with my God.